Dedicated to my close friend.. :)

Worth the love.

Hey there it's been awhile, I've got something to say this time..
You might be laugh, you might be run, but I don't mind because all I want to do is just to tell you this line..

Girl, I don't ask you to forget.
I don't need you to stop being sad.
And I won't push you to smile while deep inside u're mad..

Because I can see ur pain..
I know how hard you try.. I know how hurt you cry..
Now just let ur tears come, let them water ur soul..
You don't have to hold it all inside,

When all u can do is only cry and ur heart ache and ache endlessly..


When y
ou've been through ur sleepless nights asking why..

When u're even almost die..

Just simply don't giving up dear, go on ur way..

Because for everything there is a season.. A time to break down and a time to build up.. A time to tear and a time to sew..

Because love is kind.. It doesn't, boast it doesn't envy, it is not rude..

You know quite well deep within you, that there's only a single magic, a power and salvation called love.. Then, love ur suffering. Don't resist it, don't flee from it. Cuz even if nothing u can do--however virtuous--can be accomplished alone, we are still saved by hope..

Dear, u are the bright sunshine of sun.. Fight for ur love, then u'll illuminate the whole world when u are finally smile.. ☺

end up with a smile on 12th June..

well, I'm going to write some about my *beep* :p
yeah it's 12th June, which is should be the 3rd anniversary of my love story (if it still going on)
this is about a boy who had completed my heart for about 2,5 years..there's just so much about him..
the one who care enough to do something stupid just to see me laugh..

Hold me when I'm crying..


Told me I'm beautiful even when I'm totally mess..


Love me with all his heart..



I wrote this for him, just in case to close over our story of love, beautifully with a sweet friendship. we do.

naah, anywaaay.. yes. this also one of my reason why I've made a new page of blog, with a new story of life, new stage of maturity, a new crush of another guy, and a new lessons.

well, now..
end up with 12th June, and begin a new one along with 12th June, too..
here we go.......................

FOR SOMEONE THERE

do you remember, dear?
that three years ago on this same 12th June at night, you were there..
we met and our eyes were locked peering into each other’s soul..
do you remember? the first time our lips touched and we became one.. that I was the one you promised your heart to..

You were there. when I spent every waking moment to love and cherish only you..

but, the time just runs through my fingers, yet another day is gone,
we have shared many years together and have experienced those years,
through what we thought was love..
when I say the word love, many things come to mind.
all of which makes me wonder if it was actually love that kept us together through the years.
could it have been? even through the tears?

No I don’t wanna have to learn to forget you, because I love all the simple things that you used to do..
and also I’m not talking about a year.. no, not three or four
I just simply want that kind of friendship is here to stay forever more,
the friendship where life seems to be full of trials. trials of pain, sorrow and despair..
much of which we both have gone through together..

but one thing I'm certain of, even with this,
I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you,
that rises from the depth of my mind...
so now I must say goodbye my dear..
for now I must start over with me, as you also have to.
and live a life with only the memory of you and I as one..
and the love that was never meant to be…

this is the time, the right time for us to moving forward.. for you.. for me..

because it's way more than enough for me,
to know that you were there.
when I needed someone to complete my pages of life..



thank you there...